Candies n chocs in a jar

       Its already friday today, and school’s next tuesday!! dunno whether its worth a hooray since i’ve been through such a long slacking half a year. the urge to return to school keeps comin on and off….. maybe i’m just used to being in the mouldy n rusty corner for that 5 months long of nothing but break.

        But speaking bout that, i didn’t really lie around like a couch potato (for 4 months i think), i did some chores, read the papers, cleared some stuff, chat with my fish, tend my sick flowerhorn, did my prayers, create some mischieve thoughts n fed my curiosity during the time being….

      Well,today will be a day i’ll never forget….Eek~~(><) that 2 solid hours of basic driving lessons just took my breath away for the rest of my day. Probably my soul….this whole week is just a tiring pack, slightly overboard for my usual ‘housewife’ like routine. Other than that i got my hair cut…which was kinda weird, nothing interesting…just mounts of work to get it combed the right way. But after that…i got overdose with the smell of my shampoo….it was nice…but since it was too close…i reckon if anyone’d suffocate to the yogurt like smell. At least not in school i hope, i don’t want any additional blush on my tomato cheeks like what happened on the road today.

         Oh no~~listening to my piano teacer nagging at my bro, this only reminds me of that deadly experience of siging from my driving instructor. Oh god!!keep him away from me~~(hope i don’t see him again till i master driving =P) I reached home feeling half a failure, and got off with bigger worry…i’m gonna drop asleep anytime now. It’ll be my turn of finger twists and turns in about half an hours time..sobz~~

        okay, i just want a good sleep…and i need that badly….off i go…i can’t stand this anymore…just let me stop in heaven for an hour…please???

                      Its another normal day, the weather’s going weird n driving me crazy..my boredom is overpowering me. All’s well, my heart is beating, my eyes are wide open, my ears drowned in music…..but theres just a pinch that i’m not feeling normal today. Sigh…perhaps you could label it as loneliness-syndrome?? i feel unusually depressed today….my senses are entangled……oh, how i wish to spread my wings and fly….. leaving my troubled mind behind….or just swim in the deep blue ocean……..

            Pouring my head in the korean cook book doesn’t take me to korea…staying at home doesn’t make my korean better, nothing urged me to go for optimism..and then music touched my soul. I didn’t realise that music was so important a part of my life.The voice of park hyo shin melted my heart away….my sanity clicked back home, and i indulged in every tune that came from the speaker. As I continue to mesmerise in his songs…my mind and soul was drifting away to heaven and i was once again filled with rich memories. Of kimchi myon and kimbap, I fell in love once again….if only i could fly to korea….oh god, fly me to seoul…..

             Its only ten minutes to 3 pm and i guess i shall be dreaming of korea for the day……so-ul ae ka yo, so-ul saranghae……