total blankness
how time flies n i hav nv realised how it flows by into the ocean of history…its ad been two months since i left home for kedah. And now, in a blink of an eye, i’m ad sitting here typing watever was triggering my mind to turn them into words once again. Life was never the same in college, days differ from one another n in all, it moulded another part of my life. I was made bolder, stronger and i strived harder to go on as i felt another pair of shoes slipping in rather smoothly into my feet.
Now that i am home, i felt much more unsecured..the need to know who i was n wat i should do became an urge. I was a constant nomad wondering where i was and what i was doing……maybe b4 that, i didn’t have time to even consider this in college. I could feel my heartbeat…my brain was signalling me to study to finish my tutorials…..but no…my body coordination went low.It was as if i got an injection of some interactive liquid which made me drowsy n tired all day. I remained on the spot i resigned while everything around me brushed past me n marched toward the finishing line.
There wasn’t any urge for me to continue what i had planned or even what i had in mind just a moment ago….everything went asway. I have nothing in mind…i was facing an empty space with no horizon………..and again…i asked myself….was i dreaming? or was i living in a world of dream……or was i just meerly dreamy????
