Candies n chocs in a jar

a mixture of everything in life,jus like candies n chocs in a jar…the various kinds n diff tastes u live through

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Filed under: everyday life — lminz at 8:35 pm on Friday, September 22, 2006

Been crazy for a moment or so….there has been so many times that i feel like screaming on the top of my voice, or to cry a river. Its kind of non-sensical but the urge just comes and overpowers my subconsious. I don’t know why but its been too often that i categorize myself weird and afraid of my own. I lost myself…it happens gradually without knowing the reason why.

       Is it my emotions were fooling around with me or i’ve been a pessimist over the years when i feel abandoned or hurt? Sigh, everything is fine and i have to constantly remind myself that it’s just the mid which is creating these haunting moments in my life.

      Hopefully these days would never creep in my life again….*prays hard><

emtpy space

Filed under: everyday life — lminz at 11:58 am on Tuesday, September 5, 2006

Again, i’m back….perhaps not getting the full dose of writing…or perhaps overdosed with coffee. I drugged myself with 2 cups, as a subtitute to all the hours i’ve lingered off taking journeys to the moon and back. Finally finished off with my front page assignment, took a whopping 2 weeks to do so. I checked the fruit of my endeavor, pretty twisted up just like the previous result of a 3am dawn-breaking attempt to finish up a powerpoint presentation assignment. Mid term break’s almost over and soon enough my mid term exam will be coming after me. It’s already Wednesday today and god knows i’m trying my hands on suicide to want to accomplish 7 chapters of edu psy in 3 days. All past experience with the texts has got me crazy trying to stuff every bit of facts in this sleep-deprived and overworked brain. Bet millions of neurons has gone berserk and have probably shut down by themselves on strike for abuse.

      Now i’ve finally known the reason why I devoured so much food during the day……owh, the kgs are catching up. Don’t even think of diet….the books and reference should!!they ought to end up in at least 8 sessions from Marie France’s. Chocs and starwberries…how I miss them….and ice-cream too….my stressbusters. Sigh..till I get back on my  conscious feet and run alert for uni life will I get to even think of stepping into heaven on earth. *prays: may all be well and that i don’t go psycho for gaining knowledge on educational psychology. Thank god.