aaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAHHHHHHH!!><
Been crazy for a moment or so….there has been so many times that i feel like screaming on the top of my voice, or to cry a river. Its kind of non-sensical but the urge just comes and overpowers my subconsious. I don’t know why but its been too often that i categorize myself weird and afraid of my own. I lost myself…it happens gradually without knowing the reason why.
Is it my emotions were fooling around with me or i’ve been a pessimist over the years when i feel abandoned or hurt? Sigh, everything is fine and i have to constantly remind myself that it’s just the mid which is creating these haunting moments in my life.
Hopefully these days would never creep in my life again….*prays hard><